Chapter 25:
Just Keep
Talking
After bathing
and dressing quickly—and without the assistance of Gerard who remained with
Charles, Ellen and Roger—Dr. Robert Halifax met Mr. Punch in his bedchamber.
“Shall we?” Robert sighed.
“I ‘spose.” Mr. Punch nodded hesitantly. “Here, it’s queer, ain’t it?”
“What’s that?”
“I’m nervous.”
“Rightfully so,”
Robert nodded. “The man did try to kill
you.”
“I know. I ought not to be scared of him, though. After all, he’s a man like me—a man what has
more than one person in ‘im. I ought to
know just what to say to ‘im. Yet, I don’t.”
“Dear Punch,”
Robert said gently, “just because the man shares a similar characteristic to
you…it doesn’t mean that you’re exactly the same. You’re right to be cautious. While you’re fortunate in that the entities
in you are relatively benign, we don’t know with what we’re about to be
presented from Miss Barrett’s brother.”
“But, I got
others in me, I do. Ain’t as if it’s
just me and Julian what’s in here.” He
tapped his chest. “We know I got Guignol
and Scaramouche, too. They ain’t so very
pleasant, they ain’t.”
“True, but they’re
creatures of anger. I’m confident that
as vitriolic as your Mr. Scaramouche is, he wouldn’t be murderous. You and Julian wouldn’t allow it. I understand the politics of your situation,
dear Punch, but I don’t know what we’ve got in Mr. Barrett. He could be populated by murderers and rogues
where you’re composed of sensitive souls.
Furthermore, you have control. We’ve
not seen any evidence of Scaramouche or Guignol in months. You have remained steady. Obviously Roger is not.”
“Still, I do
feel bad for the fella.”
“As do I.” Robert agreed. “However, sympathy does not cancel caution.”
Mr. Punch
nodded. “Think we can help him?”
“I hope so.” Robert sighed. “However, we can’t be sure what troubles
him. Nor can we be sure exactly what the
desired end result is. This isn’t like
scrofula. We’re not necessarily seeking
a ‘cure,’ but rather a treatment.”
“How’d you treat
me?”
“I didn’t.”
Robert smiled. “I saw no need. Honestly, I’ve never sought to change you,
only to understand you. Never once have
I imagined that I wanted to kill the others inside you. I’ve never wished for you to be anything
other than what you are. I love what you
are. I love that you’re who you
are. If Roger is blessed with an entity
like you within him—a creature that’s gentle and kind and intelligent—I’d hope
to bring that person out. However, what
if he doesn’t? Can we create such a
creature? Can we ‘treat’ him or ‘cure’
him? Will we need to? With you, I simply want to foster what you’ve
become. With him, we may need to erase
it. The two situations are quite
different.”
Mr. Punch
smiled.
“What?”
“I’ve sometimes
wondered if you never wanted me to be different—to be like other folks. Seems like you’re happy with me as I am, you
are.”
“Very much so.” Robert winked. “Never doubt it. Still, that doesn’t mean that others whose
minds and souls are like yours don’t wish to be different. Nor does it mean that others like you may not
require being different.”
“You’ve thought ‘bout
this quite a lot, haven’t you?”
“Yes,” Robert
sighed. “Dear Punch, I have. Cecil, in fact, before we returned home and
even via post, has urged me to write a book on the subject.”
“I didn’t know
that.”
“I saw no need
to mention it.” Robert shrugged.
“Here, why not?”
“I know that you
don’t like to think about the mechanics of your situation and, truly, I know
you worry about it. I saw no need to add to your worry.”
“But, I think it’s
a good idea, I do.”
“Do you?”
“Sure, I do!”
Mr. Punch replied. “Before today, like I
said, I never thought ‘bout there bein’ others who had…well, who was like
me. Always thought I was the only
one. But, if there are others, and there
are folks like this poor bloke what aren’t as fortunate as I am, I think we
should help them find the sort of peace what I got. If anyone can do it, it’s you.”
“It’s us.”
Robert corrected his companion. “This is
something that the two of us can do together.”
Mr. Punch
grinned.
“Now, I suppose
we’d best not keep them waiting any longer.
Poor Charles and Gerard must be terribly confused.”
“They’re
intelligent men, they are.” Punch said as he and Robert walked into the passage. “I reckon they figured out what Mr. Barrett’s
situation is.”
“I’m sure that’s
true.” Robert nodded as he placed his
hand on the knob of his study door. “Let’s
go, then.”
Robert and Punch
entered the study to find Ellen seated on the floor next to her brother who was
curled up in a ball—much like a baby. He
cooed and gurgled as Ellen whispered soothingly to him.
“Charles,” Robert
began. “How long has Mr. Barrett been
like this?”
“Since Miss
Barrett came in, Sir.” Charles answered
softly.
“When he saw
her, Sirs,” Gerard added, “he yelped and scurried there to the corner like a
sick animal.”
“It’s terribly
sad, Sir.” Charles shook his head.
“It is,” Robert
shook his head. “I appreciate that you
two have stayed as long as you have. As
you can see, Mr. Barrett is quite ill.”
“Yes, Sir.”
Gerard answered both for himself and his friend. “Only, Sir…is he dangerous? We don’t want him doin’ again what he did to
His Grace.”
Robert
sighed. “Honestly, I don’t know what
will happen.”
“We’ll stay,
then, Sir.” Gerard said. “If you don’t
mind.”
“That decision
is one that Miss Barrett must make.” Robert nodded.
Ellen looked
up. “I don’t mind if they stay,
Sir. In fact, I think it best.”
Robert nodded
again.
“To be sure,
Sir, I think we’d feel better if we did,” Charles added.
“I would also.” Robert said softly.
During this
exchange, Mr. Punch was watching Roger with wide eyes.
“Here, Charles,”
Punch said after awhile. “Would you run
to me room and get me puppet?”
“Sir?”
“Don’t know why, really,” Punch sighed. “Only do it, please.”
“I’ll be quick
about it, Your Grace.” Charles nodded, walking quickly from Robert’s
study. Roger didn’t seem to notice. In fact, he didn’t seem aware of anything
around him other, perhaps, Ellen’s voice.
“What do you
have in mind?” Robert whispered to his companion.
“Not sure.” Punch answered softly.
Charles quickly
returned with the puppet of Punch and handed it to his master.
Mr. Punch placed
the puppet on his hand and silently walked to the corner of the room where
Ellen sat next to her brother. He
crouched down next to them and slowly showed the puppet to Roger who did, in
fact, notice it right away.
“Hullo,” Mr.
Punch said in his own voice. “Look,
Roger. I got a puppet. Ain’t he fine?”
Roger sat up,
but said nothing.
“He’s Mr. Punch.”
Punch continued. “And, I am, too.”
“No you’re not!” Roger snarled. “You’re the Duke of Fallbridge.”
“I’m both.” Mr.
Punch replied.
“You can’t be!”
Roger snapped. “That’s a puppet and you’re
a man.”
“And you’re a
man, too.” Punch answered as Robert
watched in fascination. “What’s your
name?”
“Victor.” Roger
answered.
“Only it ain’t,”
Mr. Punch shook his head. “Who is this
nice lady?” He pointed to Ellen.
“My sister.”
Roger replied.
“Well, then, if
your name is Victor, how’s she your sister?”
Roger
growled. “You’re trying to trick me!”
“No.” Mr. Punch
smiled. “I’m tryin’ to tell ya that you’re
like me. See, I’m both Mr. Punch and the
Duke of Fallbridge. You’re both Roger
and the bloke what you call Victor.
Maybe more.”
Roger’s eyes
welled up with tears.
“Aw,
listen. It ain’t nothin’ to cry ‘bout. I understand that it makes ya sad, but ‘stead
of lettin’ that sadness make you feel worse, why not talk ‘bout what you’re
thinkin’.”
“I don’t want
to.” Roger said softly.
“Well, if you don’t
want to talk to me, how ‘bout you talk to the puppet? He won’t think nothin’ of it. He’ll like it, too.”
“Will he?”
“Sure he will.”
Punch said. “Go on.”
“I’m frightened.” Roger whispered to the puppet.
Punch made the
figure nod.
“My head hurts,”
Roger continued.
Mr. Punch looked
up at Robert who grinned back his approval.
“Isn’t that
something?” Gerard muttered. “What a wonderful man His Grace is.”
“Undoubtedly.” Robert
said emotionally as he watched Roger continue to speak softly to the puppet.
Ellen wiped her
eyes on a lace handkerchief.
“See,” Punch
said gently. “You can talk to him. Keep talkin’.
Just keep talkin’.”
Did you miss
Chapters 1-24 of Mr. Punch of Belgrave Square?
If so, you can read them here.
Come back tomorrow for Chapter 26.
1 comment:
This brought tears to my eyes, such a beautiful moment.
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